I blog much more often on my baby blog, but I understand that might be difficult to visit if you're fresh (or not so fresh) off a loss of your own. Trust me, I've been there. I know the sadness, the jealousy, the anger, the frustration....all of it is normal.
If you have ANY questions about the TAC or anything else, please feel free to email me at the following:
largirl (at) gmail (dot) c0m
I feel stupid saying this, but I was so jealous that Caleb's death was caused by something 'treatable' (although I guess not a comfort for you in retrospect). I remember when I ruptured with Kaia I was like "It MUST be an incompetent cervix!!!! Next time we'll just get a TAC! Problem solved!!!"...and then it wasn't. At all. Although I'm super glad my cervix held out many many (15!!!) more weeks, it would make me feel loads better to go into another pregnancy having 'changed' something from the first two.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I'm totally in awe of your bionic cervix. Wish I could get me one of those.