I will be back soon! I'm slammed at work and in my 2nd job as a photographer and need to catch the heck up! I'm also in a pretty good place mentally. I have one friend who had her baby a couple months ago and one preparing to deliver, and while I'm obviously insanely jealous, I'm also happy for them. I miss Caleb and think about where I should be at in my life every day, but...it's not as soul-sucking as it was. I just don't have a lot to post about right now. That might change tomorrow and I need an outlet again, but for today: nothing.
So for anyone who is just starting this journey: it does get easier. It won't go away - I can't imagine it ever will, but it does get easier.