Today wasn't a great day. I don't know why. Yesterday was surprisingly good and I felt very peaceful and calm.
Today, not so much.
I don't want to be alone. I don't want to be with people. I don't want to think about it. I only want to think about it. I want to be anywhere else but here. I just want to curl up in the chair. I want to stare at his pictures all day long. I don't want to look at them. I want to remember. I want to forget.